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"Ami jön, fogadjátok, ami megy, engedjétek! Ennyi az egész..." ...just came across this here...and this meets my thoughts....million things go across my mind right now, and I can't sleep...just feels right writing...and it has so many times, and I never did...why?...I don't know...but now I just got out of bed an I write...I am happy and sad at the same time, mostly happy for other people, but dear to me...happy for a work permit, happy for someone beautiful in a beauty contest, happy for someone flying tomorrow across an ocean to meet an angel, happy for someone being in love, though it should be me...nevertheless my time will come also...thankful at the same time for so many things...for seeing all this, and being part of it somehow...maybe it is just that I miss sharing all this with someone...someone who thinks the same, or if not at least understands half of it...or maybe I just need to get back to bed...thanks for listening...good night, good morning...i think i just got too emotional...